kelly_h80

kelly_h80 @ 2009-12-06T01:00:00

2009-12-06T05:00:18Z

Just a quick note to say if you would like to see the leaked HD teaser trailer for DH follow the link there: http://theremembrall.org/article/1602/deathly-hallows-teaser-video-screencaps/

DH trailer leaked!!

2009-12-05T02:16:52Z

The leaked teaser trailer for DH has hit the web. ZOBMYGOSH! I'm so excited for it now. I would provide a link if it weren't for the fact that WB shuts down every new link that springs up. Although if you really want to see it just kept looking out for recent videos posted about DH on youtube.

Edit: K, so far the link on http://vimeo.com/7985839 is still up.

Umph! Hermione with bloody hands, looking all distressed and stuff :P *shivers, I tell ya*

Labyrinth Gift Fic

2009-11-05T05:50:46Z

My gift fic was posted over on the Labyrinth Fic Exchange.

My prompt was: Every time Sarah looks into the mirror she notices that her looks are becoming different. It’s not that she is getting older, but her facial structure is changing completely. No one sees these changes expect for her. Sarah knows that Jareth has something to do with this, but what he hopes to achieve from this, she has no idea. Is Jareth playing with her head? Or is this only a figment of her over active imagination?

Link to Story here: Shifter Shaper, Shaper Shifter

I guess this prompt gave the person a hard time. Oops. I know how it feels to have a prompt not comply to the muse so I feel bad for her/him. But in the end I thought she/he did a great job and I liked it. XD

Happy Birthday!!!!

2009-10-07T01:35:28Z

Shouting out a happy birthday to scarybearhair and closetravenclaw !!!!

Now let's see some Disney Eye Candy!!!!!

*Found pics on Ohnotheydidn't, but I know the artist is on deviant art. Not sure who it is though.

Happy Birthday Elise_wanderer!

2009-09-18T01:58:04Z

I have to try this

2009-09-15T19:30:28Z

I'm still trying to keep awake and the internet is doing a good job of helping me. Needlessly to say because of all this time on it I have found some interesting sites today.

For Food Porn lovers take a gander at this! Panda bread

Happy Birthday Stefdarlin!

2009-09-12T02:50:34Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

2009-09-11T02:32:21Z

I hope you have a great day, organic_chemist

gigglesnort

2009-09-06T18:05:38Z

These are little twisted but I find them funny.

Looking for a certain community. Can you help?

2009-09-05T03:27:37Z

Does anyone know of a community on LJ where people post pictures to inspire their muse? I saw it awhile back and didn't join it. Mainly, I just used the link from someone on my flist that was apart of that community. However, I can't seem to find it now.

I'm really dragging my feet with this exchange fic. It is almost done but I just can't seem to get in the mood to finish it. *sighs*

I'm hoping by finding this community again I can get in the mood again. The deadline is looming and I hate not having it finished by now. :/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

2009-07-26T16:09:34Z

Wishing you the best of times luvsev !

Here are your prezzies!

and then there is this: Caneroid.com

. I stumbled across it and thought of you. It's a neat site that lets you fool around with your webcam. Always good for a laugh.

Happy Birthday

2009-07-21T02:46:57Z

kittylefish I hope you had a great day!!!

Sorry this was the only cat gif I had. Ain't he cute.

Test Your Awareness

2009-07-19T22:21:33Z

This is a neat little test to do.

YOUR VIDEO IS ******* AWESOME!

2009-07-09T03:03:03Z

You can no longer say fuck, shit, etc on youtube. It ends up coming up like this ****.

I could rawr on the fact that their censoring now, but...

I've been having a delightful time just posting random swear words in comments.

THIS. Is how I pictured Spinner's End

2009-07-03T05:12:21Z

I finally finished Drabble... a month after it was due

2009-06-27T01:18:57Z

I was suppose to respond to this on May 23rd but better late then never eh?

Title: Seveus' Plan
Rating: T
Genre: Suspence
Warnings: Un-beta'd (that is a big one), Darkish content, implied dubious consent.
Word Count: 970
Prompts from:
Lucius: malfoy dungeons, Mudblood and leather
luvsev : Someone hates Hermione. what, if anything do they do to her?
severely_lupine : punishment, collar, and Lupin
AN: The ficlet starts at movie!verse Harry Potter 3, and then second part starts a number of years later.

The wolf had heard her call and it beckoned him. Only a short few minutes before he had seen her behind the dark haired man, hiding from him with absolute fear upon her face. She had every right to be afraid – he was after her. The dark man held his arms out wide in a foolish attempt to protect her, but he would be a minor obstacle to get past.

But now he could hear her voice calling from the distance, and it took his attention away from attacking the boy in front of him. Normally, werewolves would only respond to the call of their own kind, but this girl calling out for him, as if she were werewolf, would soon be one of them. He had chosen his mate, and now his mate was calling for him.

When he finally found her, she was hiding once again behind the boy he had just attempted to attack. He really didn’t think on it; he couldn’t when the urge to bite her was so great. He had attempted to swipe the boy away from her, when suddenly, he was attacked by a hippogriff, and his opportunity had been thwarted once more.

*~*

Narcissa could hear the werewolf’s nails upon the door, dragged its claws downward, it was attempting to claw its way through. He was coming for them, and there was nothing they could do but wait to see when he would manage to force his way in.

Trapped beneath the drawing room floor, within the dungeons, Narcissa turned to look at Hermione whose face was completely devoid of colour. She eyed the girl for a moment, and then moved swiftly toward the door closest to her.

A loud, terrible growl came from behind the door, and Narcissa suppressed a whimper as she moved a step further toward safety.

BANG!

The door barely moved; the magic was holding, but for how long, Narcissa did not know. The door banged again as the beast threw itself against upon it, but this time she heard the distinct sound of the cracking of the wood. It was bound to come through with the next forceful blow.

“Is there a way out of here?” Hermione turned to ask her just as she stepped into the doorway.

Immediately, Hermione threw herself forward, and Narcissa did not manage to close it in time. Hermione had managed to squeeze through the shutting door.

BANG!

Narcissa muttered a vulgar comment at Hermione, but the girl didn’t seem to notice – or care as the crashing of the door tumbling down the stairs taking precedent over both their thoughts.

The werewolf was at the door in a split second, again attempting to make its way into this room.

The girl’s attention was so focused on the door that she didn’t even notice Narcissa’s hand upon her back and the other upon the door knob. She was not aware until the door creaked slightly open, and Narcissa shoved at her back with all the force she could muster.

Hermione was off-guarded by Narcissa’s actions and her body hit the door before she had a chance to understand what was happening. Screaming, Hermione pleaded, “Don’t do this! Please—” She attempted to push herself back with her leg and arms, but it was too late, the werewolf grabbed her leg through the opening of the door. Its teeth sinking deep into her skin, and she screeched out in anguishing pain as she fell backwards onto the ground. Instinctively, she grabbed at the nearest object to hold herself into the room, but as she was pulled out, she had no time to get a good grip on Narcissa. The werewolf quickly pulled her out of the room.

Narcissa wasted no time in shutting the door as Hermione’s ear piercing screams reached a deafening tone. Backing herself into the wall, she tried to drown out the sounds by saying loudly, ‘She is only a Mudblood,’ over and over. “She is only—”

The screaming stopped suddenly, and was instead replaced with sobs. The beast had not killed her. Why he had not she wasn’t sure, but Narcissa was not about to open the door to find out why. Instead she sank to the ground, her leather cloak giving her no warmth as she waited for the morning to come.

*~*

Severus’ cheerfulness was unbound, and it was matched by his swift display of tenderness as he swept away her tears. The girl was slightly taken back by his mood, but after a time she had became more at ease and accepting of his consoling attitude toward her predicament.

Lupin had bitten her, making her like him, and it appeared that Hermione’s wolf form did not take much interest in Lupin’s werewolf. After each full moon past, Hermione and Lupin’s battered bodies would awake in the morning and find themselves covered in scars from the previous night.

It was upon Remus’ suggestion that she contact him, to persuade him out of retirement in order to make the potion that neither she nor Lupin could make.

Hermione had thought he would not comply with her request and deny her outright. How wrong she had been. The girl did not have to bother with tears – he despised them truthfully, but he took the advantage it afforded him in order to be closer to her, to have her body nestled close to his own.

She did not know that she was collared to him now, and that her condition had all been planned for over a year. Severus had schemed to have Hermione as his, and it was a shame that she had to be punished so harshly in order for him to woo her to him.

But then she should not have rejected him all those years ago.

For My Labyrinth Exchange Writer

2009-06-20T18:53:13Z

*This post is for my mystery writer.*

Likes:

-- Strong-willed Sarah - I like a strong-minded Sarah. One that is ready to battle Jareth but is still weary of him. She may have won the battle against him, but Sarah is aware of his powers, and what they can do.

-- Evil!Jareth - The reason for this is because in the movie Jareth attempted to harm Sarah by using the Cleaners on her. So this states to me that he does have a sinister side to him. One that I don't mind reading about in fanfiction. Although. mind you, a Jareth that is evil for the sake of being evil is something I don't really care for.

-- Possessive/Obessive Jareth - This is not really canon, but it just something that I happen to like reading about. However, this goes head to head with a strong-will Sarah that is not afraid to tell him no and to back off.

-- Flamboyant!Jareth - Oh, the metrosexuality of Jareth! I love it, and it appeals to me that he dresses the way he does even though there is not many around to admire him. XD

-- Psychological battle - I love a fic that is a battle of minds. Or a fic where Jareth messes with Sarah's head for his own gain. I cannot express how much I love these types of fics.

Dislikes:

-- No fae - or whatever that is. I've noticed fics having him as one, and to be honest I don't know what it is all about. I should stop being lazy and wikipedia it, but... *shrugs* apparently I'm lazy. XD

-- Romance and Fluff - As a general rule I don't read them. It is just not my thing. It is not that I'm against Jareth and Sarah falling in love, it is more that I dislike if the plot is only about that.

-- They other dislike is when two characters give up family and friends in order to be with each other. This just makes me cringe from their foolishness. *Tsk Tsk* You should not have to sacrifice one person's love in order to receieve another's love.

I may have listed above my dislikes and likes with regard to Labyrinth fanfiction, but I assure you that whatever you come up with I will be very grateful for. I will consider it special because you took the time to write it. If your muse wants to write a PWP, go ahead and do it, and if you want to write a simple drabble depicting Sarah's choice of clothes for that evening, go right ahead. Like I said, whatever you come up with I will think it special because you took the time and effort to write it. The above is just a helpful guideline of what I like and dislike. They are not rules.

I do hope you have a good time with the exchange, and that my prompts don't end up making you go bald from tearing out your hair.

BTW - On the sidebar of this page you will find the stories that I have written. Some of them are lighter in nature but one is... well disturbing and was purely written to gross out my beta ~~which I failed to do.~~ XD

Exchanges!!

2009-06-17T03:51:52Z

My gift fic was posted in the LM/HG Exchange. *Points to link* -> Star of Mithras YEAH!!!

Summary: A cursed object ensnares Hermione Granger and leads her straight to an ancient, hidden, underground city where she becomes entangled with escaped convict and powerful Death Eater, Lucius Malfoy.

BTW: Warnings for the fic would be: dark fic but more on the sexual side then psychological. Slightly non-con, torture, light BDSM, and an ambiguous Lucius!

I would just like to note that I love an ambiguous Lucius. *sigh*

On another note:

My prompt came in from the Labyrinth exchange. I have until September to write it, and many ideas are springing up for it already.

I pity the person that got mine though, cause I want dark fic!!! One day I'll get over this urge to read dark fic, (but not with True Blood back on) and then perhaps I'll have more to read considering there is not many of those fics out there. :(

YO DOC! Happy Birthday

2009-05-29T01:48:03Z

Isn't it great that your package finally came in the mail this week - just in time for your birthday!! XD

Exploring other Fandoms

2009-05-27T04:25:56Z

I watched Hellboy II recently again, the film was meh, but I find one of the characters to be highly interesting. The prince in the movie treats his sister very inappropriately; he loves her in the kind of way that is possessive. There is a sexual history between them that is hinted at, and from what I saw in a interview with Luke Goss (hot fucking actor, but unfortunately, an inflamed egotistical personality), he states that he played the character as if they were lovers at some point. I'm not really into the incest aspect of it as much as the Prince being possessive!obsessive with her. It's creepy and I love it.

So I decided to look through Hellboy fanfic for this character, and there isn't much there, but I came across this fanfic that I adored. It's just a small little drabble dealing with their relationship after he kidnaps her. Every Bit of Her

And then there is Labyrinth. I finally got around to reading A Forfeit of Dreams and I must say this is a really good fanfic. I find all the characters in character ~~although I still prefer a pervy!Jareth~~, and the original characters she created were interesting in their own right. Very imaginative, detailed, and OMG really well written. Although, I must confess that I have a sneaky suspicion that Holly Black (Spiderwick Chronicles) wrote this, but then, again I could be delusional.

In other news I made a new layout without paying for an account! Yeah for me!

Iz donz

2009-05-25T09:40:31Z

Is this what you were looking for, ladies?

Happy be-lated birthday to Siriuslysnogged

2009-05-02T03:11:20Z

but this hallucinogen trip

His Water of Life

2009-04-23T07:15:22Z

I did another drabble on Saturday night, but I'm finally posting it now. Warnings: Non-con, dubious morals, and squick. Mahahaha.

Severus Snape looked down the long straight corridor to see if anyone was near. He didn’t see anyone, and he hoped that no one was following him. He was only going into his private chambers, which would appear normal, but he had to be sure that no one noticed how much he had been going into his private chambers as of late.

Entering his room with a verbal command, he walked to the corner of his chambers that held a secret compartment hidden below the floor boards. Once inside, he climbed down the ladder that led to a locked room far below the castle.

Inserting the key into the locked door, he opened it to find that the bed sheets had been tossed, and the girl lay sprawled across it with her legs spread far apart from each other – just as he left her.

She lay unconscious, with only the movement of her chest to indicate that she was still alive. Not that he wanted her dead – far from it. But she had been unwilling to comply with his simple demand of not attempting to escape. When she had tried to do so, he had to resort to using Garrotting Gas in order to subdue her.

He hated to think what the consequences would’ve been if she succeeded. It would have definitely exposed his condition and he would have lost his position at Hogwarts. McGonagall had been good to him, and although she knew of his condition, she was unaware of how he calmed down his symptoms of madness. She had assumed he was subduing it with a potion, but he hated the synthetic taste of it, and preferred the real thing.

Severus looked down at the girl who laid upon the bed in a peaceful slumber. He had such hatred for her at that moment that his hands clenched together. Had he not been kind to her? It could have been worse for her, but he accommodated his actions on how much she could not take. He had found her to be quite delicate; when he was of need of her body he made sure she slumbered, rather than endure it while she was awake.

And yet, she was not happy, crying out for escape, beating on the door when he explicitly told her to not make much noise. He had told her that he would let her go, and his intent was not to keep her locked forever in this chamber, but she would not listen. She forced his hand when she went against his wishes. He had no other choice but to subdue her.

He did not care to have her unconscious the whole time she was here, so unclenching his hand, he reached into his pocket, and brought a potion that he had brewed only a few short hours ago. The Ministry had forbidden this potion to be brewed, but Severus could have cared less about that. He needed her to be compliant, and if this forbidden potion made her much like a victim of an Imperio, then so be it.

Moving quickly to the side of the bed, he uncorked the potion, and lifted her up. Pouring it into her open mouth, he waited for the potion to take affect. Slowly, her eyes opened, and Severus let go of her to place her back upon the bed.

Removing his teaching robes, he placed them upon the bed, and harshly commanded her to move to the edge of the bed. She complied without any hesitation. However she was sitting up rather than lying upon the bed with her legs far apart. He rectified that with a few words, and she got into the position that he needed her to be.

He had attempted other ways of doing this. In the beginning she had been awake, and when he had used the flesh of her wrist she had panicked. She had pushed at his chest, but she had been no match for him. She had not the strength to dislodge her arm from him. He had hurt her, but her whimpers did not bother him in the least. It was only the attempt on her part to get away that he had despised. He had wanted – needed her to be compliant.

He reasoned that in the end it was better to do it this way. He would no longer need to use Dittany to mend her marred flesh, nor would she have to feel any pain. Then, perhaps, he assumed he might not have to use any potion to subdue her. Perhaps she would even let him do this on her own accord, once she realized that it didn’t have to painful. Maybe, she might even come to him once a month when her body called to him.

Moving between her legs, he drank the water that soothed the symptoms of his condition.

~*~

Hermione sat by the lake with a torch and lantern on hand. She was out at midnight to collect potion herbs needed for her morning class. As she was cutting the root with her knife, she felt a cramping in her lower belly. Her time was upon her again, and she made a mental note to consult with Madam Pomfrey soon.

Since she had returned to Hogwarts, she had found odd occurrences happening to her around that time of month. She became forgetful, and there were times for which she could not account. Hopefully, Madam Pomfrey would be able to explain why this was happening to her. But she could not worry about that now, she had work to do. She had to finish collecting the herbs for class, and then she had to revise her essay for Professor Snape before handing it in.

As she worked away she was unaware of a moving shadow behind her. The dark figure watched her a few short feet away, and he was ready to strike her at any moment.

AN:melenka and luvsev gave me the prompts of: Knife, water, Hermione, something moving unseen, a forbidden potion and locked door. Thanks to rdholmantx for the beta - I grossed her out. I am now content in life. ;)

MEME SPAM

2009-04-18T07:39:59Z

sunnythirty3 gave me three men to either marry, shag or cliff. I used gifs instead of pictures, so all of it's behind the cut. Warnings: Slash, an odd penetration with a microphone, and nearly naked men running/walking.

Marry:

Jason Issacs - the reason being is that he seems family orientated in interviews, and that is a huge plus to me. That, and to me he is just drop-your-panties-gorgeous.

And because I did it to rdholmantx with Alan Rickman. I present Slasher!Issacs - in both senses.

Shag:

Daniel Craig - the body may be hot but the face is not. Shag with a bag... on both heads, cause I'm a safety girl. ;)

Cliff:

David Wenham - Not attracted to him at all, nor do I know anything about his personality. The cliff he goes.

This journal is a dead end for memes so I won't pass on. XD

The Paths We Choose

2009-04-18T02:57:26Z

severely_lupine gave me a prompt about Severus going to Lily's house (or something), or vice versa. Thanks kittylefish for looking over this.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were inviting Severus?” she hissed at her mother as they cleared away the dinner table.

“I thought it was about time we asked him again.” Her mother glanced at her from across the table, giving her a concerned look as she collected the silverware from the table. “It’s been ages since he’s been here.”

“You never figured there was a reason for that?” she snapped as she grabbed the last plate from the table and hurried to the sink with it.

Her mother frowned at her and released a heavy sigh as she joined her at the sink. “Lily, he’s obviously sorry for what he’s done – whatever that is. The looks he gave you at the table were so heartbreaking. Couldn’t you at least try and talk to him? You’ve been friends for too long to just stop.”

“You don’t know what he’s done. If you did, you wouldn’t have asked him to come.”

“Then tell me. Why shouldn’t you tell your own mother?”

Lily winced at her mother’s pleas. She couldn’t tell her mother; she didn’t want her to worry about the insurgents of pureblood purists who wished to eradicate people like them. No, she couldn’t worry her mother like that, especially with both her parents' health not being the best.

“I can’t get into that now,” she muttered under her breath as she looked out the window to see Severus talking with her father in the yard, and she drew in a sharp breath. “He needs to go.”

“Then you tell him. Your father and I won’t be part of it.”

~*~

She walked out of the house, giving her father a small smile as he passed her to return into the house. When her eyes focused on Snape, it disappeared altogether.

“Why are you here?”

He looked at her with a pained expression. “You mother asked me to come.”

“Why are you here?” she repeated again. She did not need to hear how he came to be invited; she wanted to know his reasons for coming when he knew he was never invited by her.

He went quiet, and Lily looked at him with a hard glare, giving him a very good impression that he wasn’t welcomed.

“I just wanted to tell you that I never meant to hurt you.”

She still refused to accept that apology. It was worthless to her. Words were worthless when his actions proved otherwise, “You told me this before, Severus. It’s nothing I haven’t heard before.”

“But it’s the truth. Why can’t you see that?”

“What exactly am I supposed to see?” she snapped the question at him just before he could open his mouth again to speak. “I hear about what you do. The things you do to people -”

“What, did Potter tell you this?”

A word was on her tongue to scream “no,” but she stopped herself. She had already told him too much, and he could now rightly assume that she was part of the Order – if he didn’t know already. It then dawned on her that she wasn’t speaking to just a former friend, but an enemy that she had been fighting since leaving school two months ago.

“You should go,” she spoke softly now, and removed her eyes from him because she couldn’t stand to look at him – it hurt too much.

“Lily,” he pleaded with her again.

“Go, Severus. We’re not friends anymore, and we can’t be unless you stop being one of them.”

“Lily.” He reached out for her, placing his hand upon her arm, but she shrugged it away.

She needed to get away; she had to run or else she would be easily persuaded into his friendship again, just like every time before.

She knew she had to say this. She had to make it clear to him what they were now. “Do you realize that you fight behind a mask, and that when I fight against your friends, I never know if I’m fighting you or them?” she whispered to him, keeping her voice low in the chance that someone was listening to them. “I just want you to know that I have never hesitated once in attacking them back. Not once.”

He didn’t answer her, nor did he attempt to try as he bowed his head and avoided her eyes. She knew he was hurt by those words, but it had to be said so that he understood the repercussions of his actions.

“I wish things were different, but you have to realize that this was your choice – not mine.” And she turned on him, walking back to the house and shutting the door on him for the last time in her life.

kelly_h80

kelly_h80 @ 2009-12-06T01:00:00

DH trailer leaked!!

Labyrinth Gift Fic

Happy Birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday Elise_wanderer!

I have to try this

Happy Birthday Stefdarlin!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

*gigglesnort*

Looking for a certain community. Can you help?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Happy Birthday

Test Your Awareness

YOUR VIDEO IS ******* AWESOME!

THIS. Is how I pictured Spinner's End

I finally finished Drabble... a month after it was due

For My Labyrinth Exchange Writer

Exchanges!!

YO DOC! Happy Birthday

Exploring other Fandoms

Iz donz

Happy be-lated birthday to Siriuslysnogged

His Water of Life

MEME SPAM

The Paths We Choose

gigglesnort